Friday, May 12, 2006
The Hillbilly Within
Well, Got me a job. Yup, it's quite a job. Yup, hangin' out with some folk that don't the first thing 'bout math, computers, or cell phones, but hell, they sure can drink the cheap beer. Yup, got me a job..... FUCK!
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
The job, The Menace
Well I think I've found one but it will be a while until the cash starts to flow. Might not post for awhile but, I'll be lurking around... Wish me luck, send positive karma, pray for me, and send me a hug whammy.
Friday, May 05, 2006
Menacing Job Boards (They Suck!)
After being successfully "self un-employed" for about 3 years, and the screwing this last jack-off did me, I've spent the last couple days looking for "a real job” on Monster.com, Career Builder, HotJobs... I'm sure you know the deal.
What the hell!? It has been literally 25 years since I've "looked for a job" or went fishing for an interview. WOW, have things changed.
I spent countless hours dickin' around on these sites. Do employers really look at these things? Are there any shortcuts? What the hell are "key words"? Can't I just email these jobs, ask for an interview and sell myself in person?
Most of the job boards don't allow you to put all your qualifications in the "three little boxes" that they provide you.
Can anyone give me a suggestion on WTF to do with this shit???? Damn!
What the hell!? It has been literally 25 years since I've "looked for a job" or went fishing for an interview. WOW, have things changed.
I spent countless hours dickin' around on these sites. Do employers really look at these things? Are there any shortcuts? What the hell are "key words"? Can't I just email these jobs, ask for an interview and sell myself in person?
Most of the job boards don't allow you to put all your qualifications in the "three little boxes" that they provide you.
Can anyone give me a suggestion on WTF to do with this shit???? Damn!
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Lost Love Returns:(for a moment)
I was feeling sorry for myself, depressed and very unsure of my life’s direction after what’s happened with the job.
But, things do tend to work themselves out and I am a true believer of “EVERY THING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.”
My latest love lost called me the other day and said, “Hey, how are you?” So I confessed that my wallet is a hell of a lot lighter than it should be and I’m in a hustle to find new income opportunities. She could tell that I was not my normal pleasant, fun, loving self.
The Big Surprise!
“How about I come over for a couple hours?” she asked with a slight twinkle in her voice. Within nano-seconds my brain and loins were completely on fire! I hadn’t had some REAL fun in about two weeks and wow, was I horny! “Sure I said come over and I’ll cook some dinner and we can hang out for a while.” (nudge, nudge, wink, wink)
When she arrived her whole body completely captivated me. It reminded me of the first time I met her. She is completely the most beautiful woman I have ever known. She has soft hair, smooth tan skin, and always wears a cute outfit. But most of all her fragrance. She doesn’t wear perfume. She just has an outstanding, sexy smell about her that completely turns me on beyond words. She knows we could never be friends, because we are so physically attracted to each other, we know we HAVE to be naked.
After we kissed each other, hugged and spoke a few words, we went out to the back porch. I have a very private back area that has views of forest and a valley of about 150 acres of just fields. Needless to say, She wanted the MENACE! The MENACE wanted her! She unzipped my pants, pulled them down exposing my half erect cock, got on her knees and began licking, sucking and rubbing. (My dog looked on with amazement) She stopped only for a moment, stood up and whispered in my ear. “I need you inside me.”
We went back into the house taking off our clothes along the way, by the time we got to my bedroom, we were naked and I could see her pussy glistening with delight. YUM!!!!
We just sat on the bed looking into each others eyes stroking each other, becoming more and more excited, more and more wanting, more and more connected. “Please get inside me.” She said as the room spun around my head. As I entered her we both could feel the intense fire that always flows between us. As we make love, she is completely multi-orgasmic and when she does cum she squirts out the sweetest tasting cum I have ever known. We’ve been lovers for some time, we both have to use waterproof mattress covers on our beds because there is so much sweet stuff! We continued on for, well I never have been able to keep track of time when I’m with her. I guess it was almost dark. Then she left.
I miss her. I Love her. I wish she would just be mine. I guess a gift like this was never meant to be. I do thank God I know her and I’m sure she thanks God for me. Damn I miss her so much when she leaves. I know she has her reasons for not committing. I pray that someday we’ll be able to work all the other bullshit out.
Thanks Minxy…. You inspired me today…..
But, things do tend to work themselves out and I am a true believer of “EVERY THING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.”
My latest love lost called me the other day and said, “Hey, how are you?” So I confessed that my wallet is a hell of a lot lighter than it should be and I’m in a hustle to find new income opportunities. She could tell that I was not my normal pleasant, fun, loving self.
The Big Surprise!
“How about I come over for a couple hours?” she asked with a slight twinkle in her voice. Within nano-seconds my brain and loins were completely on fire! I hadn’t had some REAL fun in about two weeks and wow, was I horny! “Sure I said come over and I’ll cook some dinner and we can hang out for a while.” (nudge, nudge, wink, wink)
When she arrived her whole body completely captivated me. It reminded me of the first time I met her. She is completely the most beautiful woman I have ever known. She has soft hair, smooth tan skin, and always wears a cute outfit. But most of all her fragrance. She doesn’t wear perfume. She just has an outstanding, sexy smell about her that completely turns me on beyond words. She knows we could never be friends, because we are so physically attracted to each other, we know we HAVE to be naked.
After we kissed each other, hugged and spoke a few words, we went out to the back porch. I have a very private back area that has views of forest and a valley of about 150 acres of just fields. Needless to say, She wanted the MENACE! The MENACE wanted her! She unzipped my pants, pulled them down exposing my half erect cock, got on her knees and began licking, sucking and rubbing. (My dog looked on with amazement) She stopped only for a moment, stood up and whispered in my ear. “I need you inside me.”
We went back into the house taking off our clothes along the way, by the time we got to my bedroom, we were naked and I could see her pussy glistening with delight. YUM!!!!
We just sat on the bed looking into each others eyes stroking each other, becoming more and more excited, more and more wanting, more and more connected. “Please get inside me.” She said as the room spun around my head. As I entered her we both could feel the intense fire that always flows between us. As we make love, she is completely multi-orgasmic and when she does cum she squirts out the sweetest tasting cum I have ever known. We’ve been lovers for some time, we both have to use waterproof mattress covers on our beds because there is so much sweet stuff! We continued on for, well I never have been able to keep track of time when I’m with her. I guess it was almost dark. Then she left.
I miss her. I Love her. I wish she would just be mine. I guess a gift like this was never meant to be. I do thank God I know her and I’m sure she thanks God for me. Damn I miss her so much when she leaves. I know she has her reasons for not committing. I pray that someday we’ll be able to work all the other bullshit out.
Thanks Minxy…. You inspired me today…..
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Menace Ignored Disaster Strikes!
Working for and depending on others to create a livelihood is like asking your cat to go fetch the morning paper.
Yesterday I was informed by one of my vendors “I’m shutting down, I’m out of money”.
Is that some bull shit excuse? Why do people invest 100’s of thousands of dollars in a project just to shut it down after I have sold it to people that have taken trust in me enough to say, “Ok Menace, I’ll buy this from you because I know and trust you” and I know that it’ll work and be ok.
Well guess what?
I’ve done it again; I have not listened to my intuition and allowed this fucking dumb ass to lead me down a path that has put my professional reputation on the line.
I have 100’s of customers that I have sold this product to and the Dumb Fuck owes me a shit load of money for selling it… I’ll never see that money.
Lack of trust in myself and NOT listening to my intuition about this on-coming disaster has negatively affected my customers, me, my bank account and most of all my reputation for selling something that I had strong feelings would never work anyway. I actually knew a month ago that this was not going to pan out, but I decided to ignore the Menace and continue to say to my self … “this will be ok” and “all is well”
Please understand that no one gave me specific information regarding this oncoming disaster. I JUST KNEW…
It’s a feeling that comes from Within, and then the brain suppresses it.
INTUTION IS NOT TO BE IGNORED.. IT IS A GIFT THAT ALL OF US POSESS.
AND I KNOW YOU KNOW WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT…… damn…..
Yesterday I was informed by one of my vendors “I’m shutting down, I’m out of money”.
Is that some bull shit excuse? Why do people invest 100’s of thousands of dollars in a project just to shut it down after I have sold it to people that have taken trust in me enough to say, “Ok Menace, I’ll buy this from you because I know and trust you” and I know that it’ll work and be ok.
Well guess what?
I’ve done it again; I have not listened to my intuition and allowed this fucking dumb ass to lead me down a path that has put my professional reputation on the line.
I have 100’s of customers that I have sold this product to and the Dumb Fuck owes me a shit load of money for selling it… I’ll never see that money.
Lack of trust in myself and NOT listening to my intuition about this on-coming disaster has negatively affected my customers, me, my bank account and most of all my reputation for selling something that I had strong feelings would never work anyway. I actually knew a month ago that this was not going to pan out, but I decided to ignore the Menace and continue to say to my self … “this will be ok” and “all is well”
Please understand that no one gave me specific information regarding this oncoming disaster. I JUST KNEW…
It’s a feeling that comes from Within, and then the brain suppresses it.
INTUTION IS NOT TO BE IGNORED.. IT IS A GIFT THAT ALL OF US POSESS.
AND I KNOW YOU KNOW WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT…… damn…..
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